Chapter 32 | The Queen Who Ruled by Herself
The Dark Woman's Secrets
"Here, you! What do you think you're doing!" Camma had squawked as a small fleet of footmen had tromped into Sedra's study that night.
At the back of the line had been the Teacher. "We are looking for reflections and covering them. It's a matter of great importance."
"'Matter of great importance,'" she muttered now as she pulled back the curtains in Sedra's study to let in the early morning sun. "How's she supposed to dress without a mirror? No one bloody tells me anything."
"D'you really want to know everything, Camma? And good morning," said Sedra from the bedchamber doorway.
"Oh, your highness, good morning," said Camma ruefully. "And no, I don't want to know everything. The less I know, the less I can give away, eh? I do hate people poking their noses into your business, though! Especially that old bat Teacher!" Camma walked through the bedchamber into the bathroom to start the taps running in the tub. Sedra began brushing out her hair with a wooden-backed brush, her shiny silver one having been banished to a dark drawer; Camma laid out Sedra's clothes in the room they called the wardrobe that was bigger than most people's bedrooms, and joined the princess in the bathroom to take her robe and nightdress. "Miss, you're done with that Teacher, aren't you?" she asked earnestly. "He looked so fierce when he came in here last night, as if--well, I can't honestly say I don't want to know how a reflection could do you harm, miss. If his face was anything to go by, it was a near thing!"
"I'm in no real danger, Camma, I promise," said Sedra gently as she stepped into the hot water.
"It's those Travelers, isn't it, miss," said Camma. "My gran always warned us girls against going to their camp. She said they had all kinds of wicked ways, and they'd as soon enchant you as have you to tea!"
"Oh, Camma, enchantments? You don't believe that nonsense, do you?" said Sedra, sliding down to her chin in the water.
"I'm sure I don't know, miss," muttered Camma, "but you can never be too careful about magic."

In the meadows of the Kings Woods, two horses and their riders wandered lazily in the early morning sun. "Magic?" said Brinnid. "What d'you mean, little brother?"
"Do the kings of Sairland have any?" said Temmin.
"What an odd question! D'you mean pulling coppers out of children's ears? Why would you think I'd have magic?"
"Because we do," said Temmin steadily. "Or rather, Teacher does on our behalf."
"Does he, now," said Brinnid noncommittally. "Come, it's almost breakfast, Temmin, and you're a growing young man!" He took off at a brisk gallop towards the trail leading back to the Keep, and Temmin had little choice but to follow. Brinnid didn't take the direct route to the stable, though; he took a side track into the woods until they ended up at the Travelers' camp. Here he stopped briefly and turned to Temmin with a questioning look.
"The Travelers stop here from time to time," said Temmin in explanation.
"And you let them?"
"They have the run of the Kings Woods. It's traditional," shrugged Temmin. "In exchange for a service they did for us many centuries ago."
"And what was that service?"
"I couldn't really say," said Temmin noncommittally, and turned Jebby toward the stables. But Brinnid turned toward the other path leading out of the camp that ended up at the Inchari folly and the reflecting pool. He looked up at the Keep, noting Temmin's windows, then turned and followed Temmin back to the stables, and thence to breakfast.
That meal turned out to be an ink-stained affair; Brinnid sat next to Sedra and read over her shoulder, idly commenting on the stories until she finally handed him the paper and said, "By all means, please, take it. That way you don't have to wait for me to turn the page."
"Oh no, ma'am, I much prefer reading it this way," he answered gravely. He handed it back and winked at Ellika under cover of newsprint. Sedra gave him a sharp look, folded the paper in question and ate the rest of her breakfast without one.
"He'll charm her yet," whispered Ellika to Temmin as they walked up the stairs to their rooms. "He's certainly charmed me. D'you like him, Temmy?"
"I'm not sure yet," said Temmin. "I'm altogether unsure I like charming."
"You like me!" she said.
"That's true!" said her brother, kissing her on the top of her head and opening her door for her before entering his own study, where the Teacher waited.
"You have to tell Sedra the story," the Teacher said with no preamble.
"I'm sorry, what? Why? She told me she knew it," blinked Temmin.
"She only knows part of it. She was learning it--elsewhere."
Temmin kept his eyes on a distant point as he threw himself into his habitual chair. "Eddin's tits, that explains it!"
"What, explains what?" said the Teacher, startled.
"She's been visiting the Travelers! That's where she's learning it!"
"You knew?"
"I'm right?!"
"Yes, you're right!" said the Teacher irritably. "Why didn't you tell me?"
"Why would I have? Why should you care if she were getting her fortune told?" said Temmin in equal irritation. "Hang on, how d'you know, then, if I didn't say?"
"I caught her yesterday," answered the Teacher.
"Caught her doing what? They're gone!"
The Teacher sighed. "Visiting old haunts. She confessed. Now. On to work." Temmin frowned, but pulled the book toward him.
In all that time, Henrik had successfully avoided the prince and princess, and even returned to Belleth. But his relentless rumor-mongering did not stop, and Macca found herself constantly on the defensive. Her remaining ladies-in-waiting had all returned to Sairland by now, and her Sairish horses remained unridden; she limited herself to sedate sidesaddle trips on Tremontine palfreys and genteel evenings of music with the few safe friends she'd managed to make. She knew at least one of her ladies was sympathetic to Belleth, but she wasn't sure exactly which one it was and so she kept them all at arm's length--all but Nowa, the youngest daughter of the Duke of Valmouth and a girl she knew to be faithful to her.
"Can I not go into the country, Hov?" she begged one night. "It depresses me so here."
"My dear, Father says if you go it will look as if I've set you aside, and I can't leave the capital right now myself."
But she begged so tearfully of both her husband and her father-in-law that finally she was allowed to remove herself to the western coast, to the windswept headlands and rolling hills of Kellen, to the castle of Chalkhills. It was a sparsely populated place, mostly supporting shepherds and fishermen, and it reminded her of the farthest of the Far Isles, though more temperate by far.
Macca took no one of consequence with her but her lady Nowa, and Wallek. She had her favorite horse brought, too, a pure black mare named Eosdottir, after Eos, the dark horse Harla rides to the hunt. And she had Nowa secretly pack her divided skirts.
For two glorious months, Macca rode along the bluffs of Kellen, her red-gold hair streaming behind her. At first her body ached, so unaccustomed she'd grown to riding, but in time she regained her former strength and she reveled in her temporary freedom.
"I worry, my lady, that when we return you won't be able to put this aside," said Wallek one day as they stood on horseback watching the sun set over the ocean.
"I will do what I must, old friend," said Macca. "This is my life, and it's the one I chose, isn't it? So I must do whatever I have to do to live it. When the time comes, I'll set all this aside and pack away my riding skirts. But in the meantime?" And she set off for Chalkhills with a whoop.
Now, off the coast of Kellen there is a chain of islands--small, craggy ones, with nothing much to recommend them but more sheep. It so happens, though, that the outline of the islands against the horizon looks like a young man on his back, ready for an embrace. The locals call him the Sleeping Youth, after the unlucky boy who attracted the love of Harla.
Every 18 turns of the wheel, plus four spokes, the full moon sets behind the Sleeper's phallus, totally obscuring its light. There is a natural hole in the rock they call the Piercing through which a glimmer of moonlight can be seen from shore. On this night, at that moment, those devoted to Harla stand on the beach and watch; it's said that then the Lady Herself appears to the faithful and shows them signs of things to come. And as it happens, Macca was there on the night the moon was to shine through the Piercing.
"Are you sure you wish to do this, ma'am?" said Nowa nervously. They were standing on the beach wrapped in shawls with the local priestesses of Harla and a handful of villagers.
"I know you follow the Mother, dear Nowa, but don't be afraid. The Bloody One is merciful, for in the end She shows us all the same kindness."
Slowly the full moon crept closer to the horizon, turning redder as it did, until it rested at the tip of the Sleeper's phallus. It slipped down, and the beach was plunged into darkness. The stars shone so bright above them that Macca would have sworn they made up for the lack of the moon's light--until the moon reached the Piercing, and the beam of blood red light hit her square in the face. She was transfixed, unable to move, and all around her it seemed as if everything were frozen in time; Nowa's scarf was suspended in a graceful, wind-sculpted arc, and the howling wind itself was silent.
"Macca," whispered a dry Voice.
"Lady?" she said, though she knew her lips didn't move.
"Daughter, you please Me. You know the Dark Woman's ways. You keep your secrets and do not give them up, to anyone. You please Me. You are still the woman who left My sacred shores, and yet you make them believe you are not. You keep your secrets, and you please Me."
"Lady, this way is hard, so hard."
"As hard as this way is, it will be harder still. Know that I am with you. Keep your secrets and never let them go. Be what you are when they are not looking. Know they are foolish and you are wise, and when the time comes your wisdom will be revealed to them and they will bow down before you. My strength is your strength, Macca of Sairland. I will strengthen your hand when you need Me the most, and none shall best you. You shall stand triumphant against these men of Tremont. Go back to your husband, for My blessing is on you."
The red shaft of light disappeared for another 18 and a half years, and the wind began to howl again.
Temmin came to with a shudder, the hair on the back of his neck standing on end. "How am I supposed to tell Sedra this story?" he whispered. "I am finding it increasingly difficult to sit through on my own."
"Let me think on it," said the Teacher. "I promised her I would somehow tell her the rest of the story, and somehow I will without disobeying your father. In the meantime"--here Jenks entered--"it is time for you to fill that gaping maw of yours once again."
"Come again?" said Temmin.
"He means it's time for lunch, sir," said Jenks.
"Oh! Well, then!" said Temmin, cheering up. "Lunch!"
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Not sure
WHAT to think about this one. It's definitely a good chapter! Much to ponder.
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Interesting
I love the geological bit with the islands. It makes me think back to my time in Ireland and all the different Islands that looked like different things. The Old Man in the Sea is the only one I think I have a picture of, but there are many that I enjoyed looking at and imagining stories for. ^_^
I'm with Temmin...
MeiLin, you are just /good/. While reading, i got to the bit when Harla showed up, and had to take a quick break from the computer, because I knew it'd be shiver-tastic. (On the bright side, at least breakfast is cooking now.) Well done.
"Loneliness is not a problem. Loneliness is nothing to be solved." -Pema Chödrön
True to ones' self
Staying true to ones' self it hard work, more so when you are expected to act differently than you feel. Macca is a strong woman and looks like she will need to be stronger still. Touched by a god and knowing she is watching might help her be strong.
I'm still
Completely in love with this series.
You draw me farther and farther in every with single installment.
Before I continue reading...
Is this beginning of the chapter taking place at night or during the day? It says "later that night," but Camma is opening the curtains for the sun.
Now off to continue reading!
EDIT: I get it now! Never mind. ^-^;
- BCT
Yeah
I had to go back and read the first couple of paragraphs a couple of times to get it. But, there really is no easier way to make it understandable.
Nice :)
I'm with sarianna here...that was shivertastic
Spie kitteh...go get yourself a registered account! You help earn us all bonus chapters, and you get points towards your own bonus stories.
Wow! Sarcasm! That's original!
Temmy poo is so cute...
I wonder what crossed his mind when Teacher suggested filling his maw; I know what crossed mine. >.>
Meilin- you inspire beautiful achy feelings in my heart for Macca and Sedra.
we're at the top of the world, you and I
<3 you, jamie dick
Score!
I've been WAITING for a story that touches on Harla, and have been a little too incompetent to post enough times to get my bonus story. (You're warned in advance, by the by.)
Very interesting indeed. I'm trying to trace the parallels with Sedra and not coming up with anything awesome enough to repeat yet.
Wow
Your story makes me want to climb inside of the world and have a visit for a while.
This chapter made Teacher so much more REAL to me. He seems like half jealous lover and half father figure in that first section. Although I tend to imagine him a lot more dangerous-looking.
Yum...
Brinnid puts more pieces
Brinnid puts more pieces together. Temmin needs to stop being so dense. I guess Gypsy-boy has no option but to stay away now.
Macca's story gave me chills. That was great.
"A gift of the spirits is in equal parts a curse." -AK
I hope
When the God said she will best all the men back at her new home the God does not me her husband and father who are nothing but honest and kind to her. If the God means that bastard who has ruined her name then by all means I hope she does best him.
it gets more and more difficult...
... to continue lurking, after months of excellent chapters.
The more I read this story, the more I enjoy it. It's everything I'm looking for in a web serial, and much much more : great swordmanship, I mean penmanship; dashing, intriguing, lovable characters; unique, awesome gods; larger-than-life sex scenes, and others that are steamy and oh-so-close to home... I'm not sure what I like the most, really
Thanks for the trip to the Greater Kingdom, milady MeilLin. I hope there's still a lot of sightseeing to do =)
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"The slow movement seems, somehow, to say much more."
Lots of things to ponder
So Sairland has lost their magic too? Interesting. (Or am I misremembering things from much earlier in the book, and the Sairish kings never had magic in the first place?)
Also, it's good to see Macca enjoying herself, if only for a little while, and it's nice to see a bit more of Harla - She's an interesting one.
Maybe it's just me, but I found the two expository paragraphs starting with "Now, off the coast of Kellen..." to be slightly off in tone. They're too... chatty, IMO, and feel kinda pasted on.
I wondered about that
but I often see that sort of construction in fairy tales, and I'm trying to use that sort of feel in the story-in-story. So it was an experiment.
Maybe I'm picking nits at this point...
...but 18 years and six spokes are not the same 18 and a half years...
no, you're right
Should be four spokes. Thanks.
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