A Declaration of Love
I'd like to start here a happiness thread. Or maybe a sex happiness thread...
After a while, it's seems like I know you people, from your chapter comments, your posts, your civilized arguments. So as weird as it could seem, I feel it's the right place to say I'm happy, and pretty much the only place where I could explain why.
You're like family - well, absolutely not like family - oh, you know what I mean !
A few days ago, some of you might have read in a chapter comment that I had a long-distance fight with my lover. My fault. And we planned to talk about it this morning, and it didn't go as expected, and as a result I spent the rest of my day high on crying endorphines or whatever they are called: you know, the calm that you sometimes get after you've cried 'enough' ?
Well, I had no idea what to tell him or even how to reach back and say sorry, but still, I felt more relaxed than on any of the previous days. Almost happy. And now I'm fully happy, and not only because of the great make-up sex
I discovered that you can make love across a few thousand miles, and having webcams can be sexy and not always make it look like a porn site. I know, I know, I was prejudiced against webcams.
He said he was curious about bondage. We've been very vanilla so far, to the point that I got silently frustrated by his loose knots, and he just spent some of his afterglow browsing a shibari website and talking about it. And he threatened to use the knowledge to tie me up and not have sex with me, which is... so wicked I can't think about it too much yet.
I didn't say much tonight, but I didn't wake up my housemates either. Thrice.
And yet it's not all there is to it. Sometimes, after a tough run of terrible days, you get a chance to stop, look around and enjoy the sunshine. My life and my emotions are a complete mess at the moment, but I feel I got a respite tonight. Nevermind tomorrow : today I'm aimlessly happy, fairly in love, and tingling all over.
Happiness deserve its own forum ! Gorgeous sex, great times, erotic dreams, people you love... Joy in chunks or crumbs or heaps or tiny imp bottles... What does your latest happiness look like ?